Tuesday, February 1, 2011

So if You're too School for Cool...

(To some guy who beat up my friend:)

So... I heard you think all gays are fags.. No duh Sherlock. In fact, some of us like it that way. As Pink says, "We will never be anything but loud and dirty little freaks!"

I don't know why you terrorize others, but you have no idea the mental and physical damage one fool can cause. It's sick.

Maybe you're just scared of us. Maybe you're buried in the closet. Or maybe you just don't understand.

But understand this:

We will NEVER back down.
We will NEVER give in.
We will NEVER be silenced.

And love will ALWAYS win.

Love, 

Daniel


PS- You're cute ;)



Tuesday, December 28, 2010

The Story of Hope

Once upon a time, Prometheus, a powerful Titan, created the first woman: Pandora. Pandora was beautiful and pure, much like you and I. However, one day, Prometheus stole fire from Zeus and the other Gods of Olympus and gave it to man...

Even though Zeus punished Prometheus, the Gods decided to take out their anger on mankind. They each offered Pandora a gift. Zeus gave Pandora a special, sacred Jar, telling her that she was to not look inside.

It was a trap for her curiosity.

Inside the jar were vile, disgusting things: Pain, torment, evil creatures.... even death. Pandora could not resist the magical Jar, as it followed her everywhere. One day she couldn't take it; she opened the jar.

Death and destruction leaped out to reek havoc upon mankind and the earth.


Pandora reached to shut the jar up forever....but it was too late. Mankind lost control of chaos and death.

Pandora was so distraught she cried a pool of acid...
However, there was one thing left inside the jar after the lid was closed:


HOPE.


Mankind had kept the gift of hope. If hope was to be released, man would truly lose. So the Jar was hidden. Locked away forever.


Those who journeyed after hope lost their way, never came back, or just disappeared. But those who found it realized that hope was preserved, and they brought news back to the world.

"Hope is alive" they said. "And it will last forever.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Worldview Paper


Daniel Holt
Mr. Weems
DE Christian Worldview
29 November 2010
Personal Worldview
I don’t see the point in trying to even write this. I’m just going to go home and cry anyways. No one will ever see this or care. The worldview hold has morphed drastically over the past few months. I no longer see the world as a place of peace, love, or joy. There is only corruption and room for failure. I can’t say anything without it being overly criticized or drastic action being taken. Apparently, I can’t even think without being a danger to myself and society. Not my fault I wanted to kill myself, and wish I had. Look, I’m spilling my heart out for a stupid worldview paper that isn’t even half a page long yet. There’s no point. Guess I’m a nihilist. Life isn’t worth living at the moment. So I guess I’ll just end the paper here….

Friday, November 19, 2010

Know This:

"Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs;

Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes;

Being vex'd a sea nourish'd with lovers' tears:

What is it else?"
 
     ~Romeo
 
No matter how the world destroys my soul, my heart is yours....
 

Monday, November 1, 2010

Not Wanted Anymore

For Stars, where comes the light of day?
Or raindrops sweet,
Nor flowers May?
When constellations form and shape
To see the height
And from night rape
Passing debris without second thought
O'er-lording all
Self-righteous brought
Cleansing from all space the "trash"
Of horror wrought
The sinful rash
Of evil, hateful, rancid rust
To "save" the world...

...Yet even stars soon turn to dust.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Together

I owe you my life. I wish the world could see us as we are, happy, unafriad, sailing through stars. United as one, forever we are floating along. Cuz we are together, together forever. <3

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

PROUD

It's Day 16!!!!! And I owe it all to one person-- my boyfriend.

Thats right I'm gay get over it! =P and PROUD BABI!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SEAN!!!!! MUAH!!!!! <3

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

In Love with my Brother

"May she wake in torment!" he cried with frightful vehemence, stamping his foot and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. "Why, she's a liar to the end. Where is she? Not there--not in heaven --not perished---where?---Oh! you said you cared nothing for my sufferings! And I pray one prayer---I repeat it till my tongue stiffens---Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living! You said I killed you---haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always----take any form ---drive me mad---only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! O God! it is unutterable! I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!"

--Heathcliff

Probably the most remembered passage in Emily Brontë's Wuthering Heights, Heathcliff reveals his obsession and passion for Catherine. His mind curses her, yet his heart blesses her. How true the conflict of love and hate this is.

A popular song states: "Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's all right because I love the way it hurts." Rihanna couldn't be more right. I've been there, and it's painful. Yet you want the other person so bad, so passionately, you feel you need them there, even if they set you on fire.

That's exactly how I felt the night my heart had been torn apart....

I had found the love of my life.

That was the night my father came in my room, trying to ask me about something. A guy on facebook had added me, another guy, as his boyfriend. My dad wanted to know if it was true, and what on earth I was thinking.

Yes, it was true. I was thinking that I loved him.

I won't name him, so don't worry, you're safe. :)

I was not embarrassed, but just felt so much shame coming from my father, I could barely stand it. I shut down, put up walls, started crying. Eventually he left, too frustrated to even look at me any more.

I told my boyfriend, and he was devastated. He never wanted me to have to go through that again. So he left....

I had been positive he was the one, my soul mate, the one who actually loved me, no matter what.... And partially, thats true. He will always love me, and I will always love him, as a brother. In fact, now we are brothers. We have been through so much. We always joke we both "have the shovel" and can be there for each other as fast as we can.

He will always be my brother.

Yet he was my boyfriend, for one day, and I wouldnt change a single thing. <3

I will post more when I have the courage.
Love,

Danny

I was afraid to turn this in as my AP English assignment because of its content. Yet I (willingly) choose to put this on my blog, knowing it may even reach people from my school. I'm not afraid. In fact, I'm proud.