Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Two Points of View

I'm currently trying to change my outlook on life and myself. I created two playlists on my current view, According to Them, and my goal, This is me. Please read the descriptions so you know why I chose the song(s) I did for each playlist. The links are below the descriptions. Have fun!!!! (One song is in spanish, so here is a translation if you would like one: http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/camp_rock_lyrics_43743/camp_rock_lyrics_78079/this_is_me_lyrics_774862.html)

According to Them
According to Them, I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. It's too late to apologize. According to them, we were always meant to say goodbye. All I want is your bad romance. According to them, I'm just a she-wolf, just love drunk, just born for devastation and reform. 

According to this, my life would suck without you, and it does. Save me, I've been feeling so alone, I keep waiting for you but you never come. According to this, my dreams are bursting at the seams. 

According to me, two is better than one (and this one sucks). He ate my heart, that boy is a monster; yet he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. They still can't see through my poker face.


This is Me
This is real, this is me. I won't stop believin'. This is the real me: I don't hook up and i dance in the dark; I feel speechless. This is my reflection. I keep bleeding love, but I'll find my guardian angel someday. It will be a love story I'll never forget.


Dance in the Dark

Baby loves to dance in the dark......


To me, this Lady Gaga song is written about self-worth, not being influenced by others' opinions. It's a powerful tale of a girl lost in judgement and torment. Message: sometimes all you have to do is dance in the dark to see yourself clearly...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVCCjSGcnZE


"Silicon
Saline
Poison
Inject me
Baby I'm a free bitch

I'm a free bitch

Some girls won't dance to the beat of the track
She won't walk away
But she won't look back


She looks good 

But her boyfriend says she's a mess,
She's a mess, she's a mess, now the girl is stressed
She's a mess, she's a mess, she's a mess
She's a mess

Baby loves to dance in the dark
'Cuz when he's lookin'
She falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark

Run Run
Her kiss is a vampire grin
Moon lights away
While she is howling at him

She looks good 

But her boyfriend says she's a tramp
She's a tramp 

She's a vamp 
But she still does her dance
She's a tramp 

She's a vamp 
But she still kills her dance

Baby loves to dance in the dark
'Cuz when he's lookin'
She falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark
In the dark
She loves to dance in the dark
In the dark

She loves, she loves to dance in the dark

Marylin
Judy
Silvia
Tell him how you feel girls
Work your blonde (Jean) Benet Ramsey

We'll haunt like Liberace
Find your freedom in the music
Find your Jesus
Find your Kubrick
You will never fall apart
Diana you're still in our hearts
Never let you fall apart
Together we'll dance in the dark


Baby loves to dance in the dark
'Cuz when he's lookin'
She falls apart
Baby loves to dance in the dark..."

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sparks

Love will never find me...

So let me fall
For telling tales of hope and life
Strife.   Sorrow.
The urge to break grows strong
Wanting pain
Finding pain
Inflicting pain
Knowing well the sting of dripping blood
The taste
Teeth sinking beneath bone, crashing, gnashing
Tears of light
Spite

Love will never find me
So let me fall....

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Definition of Love

Love


Love. Love is priceless. Love is a hug, energy flowing from one soul to another. Passion. Flames of light burning inside the darkness, giving hope. To Love is to fall; to fall into pools of laughing joy or weeping wonder. Love is amazing. Pure Love never scorns, never leaves, always holds. To Love is to hear the voices of those who are lost and answer their cries. Love makes horror flee with haste, show its lies, loathe its taste. To see the world revolve against gravity. Love is never alone. True Love never fails: a moon shining in a land of night; sparkling tears in a pool of acid; a final stand in a battle of demons. To Love is to feel the ice on another’s heart. Storms madly rain down insanity, hatred, failure. Love is the hand that steals lost souls from the edge of the cliff. Sometimes Love is simple: a smile, a candle in a dark room, a soft voice. Sometimes Love is complex: a single drop of rain, reflecting thousands upon thousands of colors on its decent to this broken world; a rose petal drifting in a lake; a sacrifice. But Love is ALWAYS a gift, one that needs to spread and grow. Love forgives the betrayal and hurt. Scars still show.

Yet true Love beckons…