This was taken from an old letter and a recent note I wrote to a friend who almost killed herself one night. I think we all need to listen to that voice telling us this:
Sweetie... listen to me.
i love you
so much
you're worth so much
i don't know how to show you
your beautiful smile
your dazzling light
your shining soul
you are worth SO MUCH
i cant even describe.
I know you feel like the moon is in darkness- but its just an eclipse. it passes. even though there will always be a dark side of the moon, it still shines brighter than anything. You are a beautiful, amazing, gorgeous, awe-inspiring, one-of-a-kind moon, and i hate to see you falling from heaven.
Just remember that there are forces to pick you back up.
*hugz* it'll be ok.
...it can ALWAYS get better.
Trust me :)
I've been at places where it couldn't get any worse, and it did. I've cut, I've hurt, I've cried, I've taken meds, taken more advil than i can remember, sleeping pills, etc. I've written a 5 page suicide letter. Ive run away who knows how many times. I've been threatened with being taken to a mental hospital 5 times, getting arrested, and being sent to Maine to a residential place. Ive cut intending to bleed to death.it can ALWAYS get better sweetie. always.
The moon always shines in the darkness, you just have to open your eyes before you jump off the edge of the world...
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