I feel so ugly. So worthless. So disappointing. It's as if my life is a pointless struggle against humanity. Like no matter what I do, there will always be hatred, sorrow, loneliness, pain.
The hint of failure.
Who could love someone like this low-life piece of garbage? Does God even care, or am I just damned to hell? Will I always feel like a hopeless rat?
Can I survive?
I hate that I am like this! That I have to hold in my heart blood I wish was on the ground! I loathe the feeling of worthlessness!
This world sickens me!
Love seems to have left. Where does love seep its way into this? I cannot see it!
Yet true love beckons...
Danny!!! I love you so much!!! I've been feeling the same way :'( I reaaaaally miss you!!! Sorry I haven't written you back yet, school's been ridiculous, I'll write you as soon as I can :)
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I love you Danny
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